Creepy Sense

    Some days the Holy Ghost speaks to you strongly telling you to do this or that and sometimes he just activates your creepy sense so you are extra careful.   We don't often take the kids to a toy store.  Sometimes when we are in Walmart or Target we will wander through the toy section to see if there is anything new that would be great for their birthday.  Matt finally had a day off so we decided to run over to Toy R US, mainly because Emme's birthday coming and we don't have much idea what to get her outside of art supplies or a pony.  While we were wandering around looking at the toys and getting ideas for Christmas and Emme's birthday.  I began to have this overwhelming feeling anxiety. I do have panic attacks but they are rare.  I know my triggers and usually avoid them.  Yet some reason I felt I needed to keep the girls closer even though the store wasn't crowded.  As we walked I noticed a large man walking around with an odd look on his face.  He was every where we were.  He was wandering the little girls aisle but wasn't looking at any of the toys.  He kept walking near us over and over.  Matt said the man was setting off his creepy sense too.  Maybe we were being overly paranoid, maybe he was a nice guy.  Yet it was very odd the way he was acting.  Matt and I have both work with in a field that makes you a little paranoid. Plus all the training class and years of working those who have lots of issues make you know the signs.  All through the store we were careful where the girls were that they were in arms reach at all times.  We normally don't do that we give them a little room.  Yet that creepy sense didn't go away till we left the store.  As we left so did the man and a cop entered in full gear right as we were leaving.   I am so thankful for the creepy sense or the North Star paranoia as I sometimes call it and the Holy Ghost.   We did find the perfect gift for Livi for Christmas though.  Minnie Mouse Stable.  She loves ponies and Minnie Mouse.